I believed the words she said and trusted…and i was the complete FOOL in the end. Whats hurts the most badly is the time i put in and dedicated to her and showed her that she was loved my me. I would have excepted more if it was different guy and she turned out to just be a whore but that is not the case. prior and i found out then about the guy, it turns out during our reconciling ( we had a very deep conversation) she never let him go ….it was the same guy, DAMN that hurt bad. I find out n October that she has been seeing another man. Quick background, 8 months ago my wife and i seperated and i mean into different bedrooms in our house. All these are good release from pain, albeit temporary.Īlan, this is coming from a man who is going through myself. Cry if you must, scream if you must, wail if you must. My one friend and on line friends from sites like these were my ‘crutches’. I have one close friend who stayed with me all these times who also broke up with her BF. Where does someone like me go for help? I ended up on line, here and another site.
#Im sorry paragraph to boyfriend professional#
I work in the health field, so practically know or have worked with just about every professional (Psychologist and Psychiatrists) in my city.
I found staying at home, with the memories screaming at me at every corner was worse.
Sleepers will help for those nights that you can not sleep. It made me feel so sick, I wailed, I scream, I cursed him. Keep contact with your kids by phone for now, if that would help? My Doc put me on anti-depressants as a “crutch”. Try minimize contact with your ex though, if that were possible. The early days/weeks/months are the worst. I’ve realized that when you think you know someone, they can surprise you. Everything is different now and while I’m in pain, I’m positive you couldn’t really be bothered. I wonder if you realize the pain you’ve caused or if you’re actually sorry. I loved you with my all but yet you hurt me so bad. It hurts to know that you’re not the person I thought you were, it hurts to know that everything was clearly a lie. I sometimes feel like I wasted my time with you now that I’ve seen your true colors….I’ve been told that I should be glad that I finally saw your true colors…but it still hurts so much. Did i even matter to you since you easily did what you did and lied and played with my feeings all that time? How could you? Do you know the shock and pain I felt when i found out the truth? you played with my feelings that whole time. You tried to hide it from me and was still trying to fix things with me when I didn’t even know what was going on. Then later on you made me feel like you wanted to repair things but all that while you started seeing someone else and got her pregnant. Yes we had some rocky times in the relationship but if you really love someone, how can you easily walk away? You walked away without looking back. Four years of being in a relationship with you and being in love has all ended. We could tell each other everything and just laugh. We were inseparable, you were my first love and the person I was the closest to. just writing this brings tears to my eyes. You, the one person i never thought would hurt and betray me is the one who hurt me the most. I try my best not to think about it and just block you out my mind, but the pain runs soooo deep. Dear ex, not a day goes by where I don’t think about the way in which you hurt and betrayed me.
0 kommentar(er)
